hmm.
i jus decided im gonna abandon LJ for TUMBLR.
lol.

cus i cant find a nice layout for here.
lame, i noe.
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i might write again tho,
=p

stephhlalala.tumblr.com/

Im no longer going to password protect any of the downloads anymore, since my downloads are friends only now, i dont know why i continued to do it. (habit i guess?)
Anyway since there wont be anymore password protected files hopefully there wont be anymore problems like my last set of downloads had!
But all files that are already password protected will stay that way.

Hope this will be easier for the both of us! :D

 Da Mouth is gonna perform their new song at Celebrate 2010.
im really really tempted to go,
but...
1. tickets cost $30, which isn't that much of an issue...
2. the whole show is lyk a few hours,
and since im VERY NOT INTERESTED in the other performers/ artistes, i'll b sitting there dumbly waiting for DM to come out.
which is really dumb and kinda waste of time.

so in other words, its $30 for lyk perhaps 20 mins of perormance.
worth it? doesn't seem quite.
but i am still VERY TEMPTED.

should i go?
i really do want to see DM perform.
><

Last week we got like an inch of icy-snow which was then topped with about an inch of sleet. Since we get real accumulated snow so rarely, the dogs weren't quite sure what to make of it. Spike's just a little dog, so he freaked when he took off running out the door and then couldn't stop... it was kinda funny because he just kept sliding until he hit a bush. He then got up and went back in the house. If a dog could pout... or do the snappy-fingers thing, then stick his nose in the air and make an exit, he'd have done it. I so wish I had been videoing it.
I'd bought a santa hat for Spike, but it was too big for him, and it wouldn't stay on his weirdly pear-shaped head, so I stuck it on Pepper. She kept flipping it around, but at least she left it on long enough to get a few pictures! She's such a good baby.


( ...and then there's Spike pouting... )
- - - - - - -
*\(^o^)/* vacay is YAY!

Everyone's out enjoying their Christmas in Town while
I lead a very lonely 크리스마스, as expected, because it has always been like this since 17 years ago. 
No one wanna go out with me....

:(

/Edited:

BUT Music Bank Christmas Special actually made my entire 크리스마스 happy ^^!
I totally love all the special stages put up; ie: snsd+f(x)+shinee, mblaq+beast WAS PURE 행복! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

But actually I was quite disappointed with Superjunior's stage.. I was actually hoping the 13 would perform together since Kibum had ended his acting scenes for the show and heechul actually realised he can't do without the rest of the members and KangIn's accident case had almost ease (well i guess so?).
But ohwell, guess it isn't what I thought.
Probably I'd just wait for SUJU13 to perform again as one..
But on a lighter note for superjunior; Hae iz hot today! ^^ That makes me even more happy 8D! Because as you know he got this really fuzzy atrocious hairstyle which I can't wait to snap it off myself if I ever had the chance to crawl into the tv.. Yeah, probably got that from Eileen because we can't stand guys having their hair over their shoulder :S

2PM was totally the best even though they performed 2 songs only. Without that weird tail-hair, like Dara's coconut tree hair, sticking out of Nichhun's and Junho's head made everything so much better! Their plain long (but not long to the extent where I would take the scissors and sit in front of the tv; ok sounds creepy :S), all-down, simple, smooth and silky hair is so almighty fine for the concept already! seriously have no idea why the hairstylist have to do something which doesn't make sense to their concept; ie having sandara's coconut tree hair -.-"

Oh and I noticed Thunder was standing almost behind Dara during the ending! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
The pretty and handsome siblings! <3

Okay I'm done with my happy dosage post from MB today :D

xoxo

 INGRUI. says (2:28 PM):
 That one the first part funny
 HAa/
TINGRUI. says (2:29 PM):
 The jonghyn sing that first part
 Damn weird
Yuzhu says (2:29 PM):
 ya lor
 cos very high pitch right!
TINGRUI. says (2:29 PM):
 Like lack of oxygen like that
 Haha.
Yuzhu says (2:29 PM):
 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
 WTH
TINGRUI. says (2:29 PM):
 Love until no oxygen
Yuzhu says (2:29 PM):
 HAHAAHHA
TINGRUI. says (2:29 PM):
 Haha.
Yuzhu says (2:29 PM):
 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
 CRAP LA YOU!!
TINGRUI. says (2:29 PM):
 Haha.

 its xmas.
a boring one.
we went to town hoping to join in and feel the xmas mood.
but unfortunately, it was boring and weird kinda.
so we all left and i got into a cab to go home minutes before midnight.
what a way to spend mi xmas huh?
lol.
whatever.
not that i really care abt xmas.

hmm.
its getting late nw, and im starting to feel stoney~
so i'll make this entry a fast one.

ive been wanting to blog abt this since yesterday night, aft i saw him on bfb.
hmm.
他瘦了。我看了好心痛。
yep.
i guess i dun hafta say who,
pple who noe me should noe who im talking abt.
he's been on mi mind all day, 
and im really looking forward to seeing him lyk nxt week?
:)

erm.
and another thing.
somehow it seems lyk super junior is in the same situation as dbsk.
i really hope this is jus chinese rumours, and none of it is true.
or else, i will pray that everything will get settled properly, 
cuz i dun wanna see sj disband before i even get to see them in real person once.

that's all.
i need mi slp.
hope everyone has a nice xmas.
and not a sucky one lyk i did.
><

Yay no more depressions! And I can finally blog in peace without feeling grumpy or annoyed! :)
I'm really sorry for being a bitch in replies whenever you guys msg me. I was feeling down for almost entirely 2 weeks because work had drained me out to 0% and you know what comes out of me when I'm sleepy... hehehe..
Yeah, no more bitchy yuzhu anymore! (well hopefully..) 

( It doesn't really matter if you don't read this whole chunk abt my job )

So to sum up the 2 above paragraphs: work was being the bitchest of all thanks to the people there till I met my girls which I had totally bliss-happiness overload within a day! heh :) + Tammy is the best in work;)

So anyway, I am sick right now.
Flu bugs wouldn't leave me alone even when I'm in the deepest hole ever. but im actually quite thankful about it because i really needed a break; otherwise i would just faint dramatically like how clarinda described when fti was here 2 weeks ago HAHAHA!

Okay time for recuperation and look for some admin jobs earn moolah for *The Tinkerbells* and chase them with Lesley!
Oh did I told you guys. I've been seeing Lesley quite often this year, okay plainly in just 1 month hahaha! If the Tinkerbells are here, I won't even see her alrd! Because only Mr Tinkerbell has the only Key to open her door and not let anyone see her~ ^^
now i'm quite glad and lucky that I didnt get the fti fanmeet tickets for next year :S I guess because i've liked *The Tinkerbells* more and longer than FTI..
They're gonna the best damn Christmas present in my entire life hoho.
shit, tingrui just reminded me that the Charles Angels will be there too, screw them!!! DDDD:

Oh I forgot I was loading Idol Maknae Rebellion!

Toodles! :)

and i feel no xmas mood yet.
yeah~
><

lets see....
my IR is done!
i managed to finish it within one hour.
HAHA!
IR is still the easiest thing in fyp.
but mi video is still souding robotic.
which a certain leader is still expecting solution for it from me.
but the thing is i really have no solution for it.
well, i have one tho.
which is to record the voices ourselves.
but... 
i guess that's abit too late nw.
and other den that, i have no other solution.
seriously.
its take it or leave.
argh.

and there's still a team report that has somehow been forgotten somewhere.
hmm....

im bored.
again.
yes.

im hoping to be able to go out tml.
anyone free?
well... i think i can forsee a sad and lonely xmas ahead.
i dun really mind tho,
as long as mi new year is not a lonely one.
which i really hope wont be,
cuz a certain Mr. H is gonna b in town.
:)

* grins

hmm...
it feels so weird,
but ive got to admit that ryo is really hot in k8.
><

我想我真的快瘋了。
因爲有一些不了解卻又很愛挑的人。
:(

nvm,
less than 2 more weeks left.
YOU CAN DO IT!!

nw...
time to work on ur IR gal...
><

HWAITING!

yay! im back again.
i decided i shall make it a point to update here everyday.
yesyes.
:)

so...
im almost done with mi dumb video.
jus short of one or two sounds that are proving themselves difficult to find.
bleh.

and mi dear IR, which should've been started by nw...
i promise i shall work on it tml.
and hopefully i'll b doing sumtin abt that 1 sound that im still missing atm.
><

xmas is near.
4 days away, in fact.
but im feeling no xmas mood at all.
i somehow got a feeling i'll b all alone on xmas.
what a sad life i have, huh?
if im lucky, someone will ask me out on that day.
if not, :(
boohoo.

anyways,
im still thinking abt an iphone or itouch.
most prob an itouch tho,
it seems more reachable.
lol.
mi phone plan still has one more year till it ends,
and none of mi parents seem to be wanting to sign a new plan any time soon.
so....
itouch will have to be it.
anyway, i need an mp3, not a phone.
im still kinda happy with mi LG Viewty atm.
but i wont mind a Crystal, tho~
^^
HAHA!

ive stopped blogging for a while nw,
hmm.
think i'll start posting here frm nw on.

so...
ive been busy with mi fyp for these few days,
and also rotting at home being bored.
:(

need to go out soon.

i havent touched mi individual report, which i promised miself i'll finish by tonight.
and also i havent finished doing mi video.
hmm.
i'll probably work on that tml.

shall set a dateline for miself.
hopefully i'll meet this dateline.
><
IR: tuesday 091222
animation: monday 091221

that's tml and the day aft.
HAHA!

hmm...
that's all for nw,
hopefully i'll b updating again soon.
lol!
:)

I totally hate my job.
I just can't wait for it to be over; exactly a week.

But meanwhile, I've met Louisa for lunch yesterday! ZOMG she totally saved me from all the weird craps which happened for 2 weeks and I'm truthfully thankful!! Even if it's just a simple lunch (yet still filled with unwanted people), I'm still elated! :D
AND NOT TO FORGET, I finally met my girls for dinner yesterday as well! :D Double Happiness! ^^ Even it's just 2 hours of talking and eating together, I feel so happy because we had so much laughters whenever we're together and I will and would definitely miss them!! <3 And I've cleared my 2 weeks gallions of bullcrap and rants in just 3 hours, I am so awesome ^^

(thanks to the ppl @ my workplace who thinks i'm a weird with friend-less person just becos i don't talk much in there -.- But Tammy is my friend what, zzz!)

This space isn't really my everyday routine thing but I don't know why I bothered to change my layout and update them at least twice or thrice in a month.. Yes my life is boring so there aren't pictures filled in this blog. Maybe when I get a good camera, things might get better heh. Meanwhile, just catch me on twitter (protected though) or msn~ yay! can't wait for 26th Dec! Liberation unite!! :D

[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
the melon awards?
they need jay man
jay need them too ):
walao but his b-boy dam sick
Yuzhu says:
huh i never watch
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
actually it was me on statch
stage*
Yuzhu says:
pui i think my eye blind alrd
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
walao 2pm also can!
ehh walao!!!
my cousin going SNSD concert
shitsia
i want go
Yuzhu says:
HAHAHAAHA
i thought their tickets sold within 10mins?
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
LOL
as in
got diff row want
either that
or my cousin camp infront of comp
Yuzhu says:
WAHLAO SIAO
wait
but then
their concert on the comp wont show one
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
idk leh!
Yuzhu says:
if not they release dvd of concert for what
lol
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
but they this sunday going
Yuzhu says:
sm ent not so stupid
WAHHH!!
ali! quick hide inside the luggage!
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
as in
they left already
LOL
the concert is sunday
shit siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
yoooona
she need me to perform
if not no form
Yuzhu says:
LOLOLOLOL
with you around confirm off-form
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
coz she too distracted by me right?
i knew it!
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
after school Ga Hee also quite
LOL she never quite SNSD i happy liao
I WANT JAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYy
Yuzhu says:
quite?
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
quite cute
quit*
Yuzhu says:
SHE IN SNSD ONE MEH!?!?! O___O
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
nonnononono
as in
aiyar forget it
LOL lazy type
I WANA GO SEATTLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FIND ME JAY!
u got see his b-boy compeitition?
Yuzhu says:
lol wah lao you sound damn desperate.... FOR A GUY........
i saw the video going around but i didnt watch it.
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
but but but
i wan him backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
he is like
vital to 2pm
without him 2pm is like
just
NUAH~
Yuzhu says:
LOL YA LOR
omg why suuddenly 10/10
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
like
Yuzhu says:
LOL
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
not so funny
LOL they did it for
the illegal download ting
Yuzhu says:
oh yah yah yah
i know that one
DAMN EMPTY LOR
everytime they try to do stunts for bboying, jay not there means NOTHING!
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
ya lo
JAYYY
wtf
just get ur ass back already!
Yuzhu says:
lol
cant force him also la!
the problem now is he dont want to come back!!!
he's afraid to face the fans laaaaaa
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
ya laaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
so jsut get ur ass back!
u still have mee!
Yuzhu says:
WAH PIANG EH
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
bali!!!!
Yuzhu says:
you seriously dont need to find gf alrd lah
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
ya lo
bf can le
lol
Yuzhu says:
your looks and actions totally don't need a girl at all
LOL
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
if jay come back by this week
i stay single forever
or str8 away be gay
okokok?
Yuzhu says:
ASSS OF COS THAT WONT HAPPEN
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
LOL!
Yuzhu says:
wah if it rly happens
HAHAAHHAHAHAAHHAHAAH
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
then i gay lo
or stay single
Yuzhu says:
nonono within 2 mths
lol
extend until 2 mths
dare anot
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
no la
siao
2months
want me die ah
Yuzhu says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
SEKALLY HE RLY COME OUT WITHIN 2 MTHS HAHAHAHAAHAHA
[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
skarly he tis come day come back ah!
he perfrom heartbeat i tell u

[ [c=10] ALISTAIR[/c] ] says:
come on
i am like
2pm FTW

Okay havent been blogging.
Busy wasnt the excuse. Lazy is more likely the suitable one heh.
Anyway, last Saturday was a blast because I went for Seoul'out! :D It was amazingly a very successful and enjoyable concert.
And to be truthful, I bought the ticket just actually for Ft Island only but during the concert, I knew it was more than just for Ft Island. They actually had this traditional dance/performance put up my the Miso Group/Soup.
Yes, TRADITIONAL PERFORMANCE. 'wahlao so boring!' and it's really not exactly like this you know! They were so gawd damn good that they're so synchronize and the performance was ossumly great to the max! And what's more, they're so pretty and talented! HEHEE.
Then they had the BBoy performance by 'Jinjo' and they were yes, GREAT 8D! Clarinda and I couldnt stop screaming at the brown hair guy cos he was damn cute hehehee. They made the whole crowd go crazy because I can practically hearing everyone 'omg that boy is so cute!' kind of thing hhahahaha!
They also had this 3 guys who are artists and they totally artistic that they can do a drawing within the maximum of 10minutes! And the drawing is not just like a family potrait stuff but it's like a waterfall or a bridge with beautiful scenery in the background!! what's more, they did the shadings even. TOTALLY OSSUMMMM!
That was just the starting of the concert and it was already soooo damn goood!

Finally Mario and another girl (can someone tell me what's her name :x) did a duet! Mario is so freaking goood and hot. But I just don't understand why can't he take that sunglasses off since it's so disturbing to have it sliding down from his nose every now and then to make the whole crowd feel so excited by jumping around? Hmmm mhhhmmm maybe he didn't want to heh.
And epic moment was when Mario started talking in ENGLISH and,
Clar and I were like "OMG" *STARES AT EACH OTHER*
-mario continues speaking in english-
clar and i "HE CAN SPEAK ENGLISH LEH!"
-mario continues in english-
clar and i "OMG THIS IS KILLING ME CAN WE COMMUNICATE WITH HIM AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA TOTALLY EPIC WHEN MARIO WAS SPEAKING and he kept staring at us I guess HAHAHAHA (since we're almost in the middle and @ the 3rd row LOL)

Then Lee Ji Su came out and he was sooooo shy! He said he couldnt express himself with the limited English he has and I feel fans were rather goood. They said 'it's okay' in korean and he smiled -kekeke-
But I just don't know why can't he sing with his head facing straight to the audience instead of tilting it up that makes it difficult for almost everyone or just clarinda to take a nice shot of him with him ALMOST looking into the camera :S

And maybe for those bof-craze people, T-max was out.
ZOMFG I really don't know who are the members in T-max but the 2 other guys besides Kim Joon was daaaaaamn hoooott and probably cute hehehehe.. I think the youngest member was damn cute because he has this squeaky voice and he really sound and look like a Japanese singer; hmmm teppei? no wait not exactly like him but yeah.
The other guy was cute too but i think the maknae wins it more hehe..

Finally the long-awaited performance ever for Seoul'out; FT ISLAND!
Awesome shit but I just don't understand why Hongki had to tie his hair like this when all his black roots are already out :S Guess I need some understanding lesson for the concert :\
Jonghun is gorgeous as usual <3 Bastard, why must you make me like you again!?!?! D:
Minhwan was daaamn cute throughout even though he was just jamming in his ~~*~own world~*~~ HAKHAK~
Seunghyun was definitely hot because he was wearing this red hot blazer and he looked freaking rocker-ish, and that totally suits him so yeap! He's sending his red love to Vivien even though she can't watch it! ^^
And Goat was in his usual goat-ish alien way in almost every songs.
Totally love the songs they performed ah yay! ^^

BEG totally pwned for the best last performance ever!!
Their abracadabra and Sign was totally epic!! Narsha was so cute and Ga In was so pretty!!
The fans shouted 'Jo kwon' which made me burst out into laughter because idk jokwon's face expression in dirty eyed girl totally came out and clar was staring at me because i was really scary then :S HAHAHAHA

Yeah, it was the ~almost paradise~ day for me and everything ended in just 3-4 hours and I'm back and stucked @ work -.-"
I'm quitting it and last day would be 27th Dec so yeah, TAHAN FOR A LITTLE WHILE MORE~~~ :D
that job totally drain the shit out of me, hate that place too D:
text me or msn me if you want to know where im working lol which i probably think no one would ask lololol.